the shadow of the day

i am annoyed...irritated...tired...stressed...i am sure there are other words...but i can't think of them right now (plays into that tired part)

i want to curl up into a ball and hide from the world...for no other reason than i would rather not face life right now

dramatic...maybe...but i am allowed to be dramatic every once in a while...or all the time...which seems to be an overwhelming (yet redeeming) quality of my chaotic personality

surprised by the happenings of the day...

shocked that it was just put out there like that...

questioning how it even came up...

wondering why you don't seem even the slightest bit bothered by it...

or maybe you are and i just don't know it yet...

its amazing how in life a non response sends your mind into a tizzy (what is a tizzy anyway)

what's that saying about "no news is good news" (does that even apply here)

i am not sure if you care...i am not sure i care...i am not sure what to think right now...

this is how my mind is running right now...

this is how my mind is working right now...

its 7:41 and i am still at work...maybe because i don't want to go home - boy is that an awkward place right now - but i will write it off as "we have dinos tonight" and rest on the idea that i would rather be here for 16 hours than face the rest of the world...

so much to do...no motivation to do it...

stupid things are starting to bother me...things i should not even let creep into my head...what is wrong with me today? snap out of it...or don't...but stop bitching about it at least...

life...random...

you probably want the few minutes of your life back that you spent reading this...eh...chalk it up to another disappointment